my fasting month for 2011 !!

~~~~fasting month for this year,,2011 are most the terrible fasting month....~~~~
wanna to know y....???
1 ) i'm here on the first day of fasting...celebrate my fasting without my family...
2 ) i dun get what i wish to eat to break the fast after a day of fasting...
3 ) i had to eat anything left if i late to come at cafe...
4 ) i can't join my family to have a shopping for 'raya' preparation...(  this is the most terrible for me.,,=(  )
5 ) i spent all the fasting month with the assignment n quiz given by all the lecture...(such a freak !!! )

so i declare 2011 is the most terrible fasting month i ever had....
=(

my horrible life without my parents...!!

aku....

aku mmg seorang yang ngade2...jujo aku cakap aku tak suke gile buat bnde yg aku rase susah...bile susah je,,aku nak mintak tolong orang buatkan...aku tak suke buat ape yg aku rase kusot...so bile aku jao ngn family nie especially my beloved parents,,mmg aku rase susa gile la...cuz ape je yg aku rase susah n tamau buat dulu da tade sape nak buatkan...tade makne laa kan kalau kawan2 aku yg nak tolog buatkan...manyak cantek muke...setakat tolong ajokn tu bole la....time nie siyz aku cume ingat family je...cuz tade sape ley layan kite cane fmly kte layan.... tade sape ley tahan ngn perangai kite cane fmly kite tahan....tade sape ley manje kan kite cane fmly kite buat....

my beloved mum,,now i undrstand how hard u are to alwayz make me feel easy without know the feeling of "difficult "...

my beloved dad...now i knew how difficult u are to make me feel happy with what i get...

n to my self...

.....now i know what is "difficult "....n the difficult part in my life when i HAD to live here without my parents...

.....i do not mind to lose everyone,,cuz i know i still can live as long as i have my parents....

thankz MOHD SALLEH BIN YAHYA & KHALIJAH BINTI JAMAL for being there for me in any situation.....=)